There comes a point in your life when you start to question the surroundings that you have helped to develop. At this point in my life I have come to realize that no matter how much you care, or how hard you love, it is all for nothing if the recipients of those feeling do not support you as a person. It is interesting to realize that the person you have spent so many years with has become totally disassociated from you physically, emotionally, mentally, and in opinion. At what point is it time to accept that you are no longer compatible? An even bigger question is how much passion does it take to continue to delude yourself into staying somewhere that your are not appreciated? How much love must you have to continue to exist in a place where you are in every other way totally alone?
What is to be done when EVERY common connection that ever existed in a relationship has faded away. What is left to happen when you no longer share a common opinion, about any subject that is discussed? At what point do you become simply a means to an end? A wallet? A financial support entity? The only reason your are tolerated is because you solely maintain the current living status for EVERYONE in your household. I would like to state that it is NOT a very fulfilling scenario.
But there is still “Love”. How long does Love last? How strong is Love? What are you willing to sacrifice for Love?
There is also “companionship”. What if you are alone? What will you do without them? Are you even able to find somebody new? Do you even WANT to find somebody new?
Will anyone ever really know what motivates us to make the choices that lead us to where we are? I submit that we have NO NEED to know. There are some questions that have no need to be answered. And even if they are answered they always inevitably lead to more questions.
The only true question is. Where will your next choice lead you?